Wow… How time flies!! I haven’t posted in over 2 months. I’ve had a really rough year, but am doing my best to turn things around for myself. I’m doing my very best to have a positive attitude and a great outlook on life. I’m sure most of this has had to do with the number of drugs I’ve been on. They really goof up your system, that’s for sure. I was weepy all the time. Well, and other circumstances in my life led me to question my own self-worth. Call it a mid-life crisis or whatever… I’m VERY good at making things look like life is great on Facebook, to most of my friends, to my family and whoever comes along. There are few people (maybe 2) who knew how I really felt. I have moments where I dip back, but they are just that…moments.
So, now onto my new chapter… We’ll see what happens there. I may still work with the Mega Agent I referred to in my last post. Things have been dragging on that front – partially her and partially me. There is a lot to consider regarding my career. I’ve been contacted by 2 different large companies regarding help with their real estate departments. I haven’t finalized anything there yet either, but really, that will be the thing that finalizes my decision on the other front. Whew!!!
I did adopt my new baby girl, Emma – the St. Bernard. She is adorable!!! Granted, there has been a lot with that as well. Emma was 12 months old when she joined my family with Pepper (Keeshond) and Ollie and Gracie (my senior kitties). I’ve attached a few photos of Pepper and Emma from this fall. Emma hadn’t seen leaves before so this fall was especially fun for her.
Well, that’s about it for tonight. I’m going to do my best to write more often and to continue on my positive streak. I know our live are what we make and think of them so… I will always do my best not to get sucked into the vortex of saddness again. I’m certainly not going to be “looking” for a new guy anytime soon. I’m not in a position to be in any sort of relationship at this point. Well, and I’m finding my happiness on my own. As they say…you gotta love yourself…
Have a great day!!! And stay warm!! It’s only in the single digits here tonight - if we’re lucky… Ahhhh, winter…
